Thursday, October 28, 2010

{How many days till our wedding}

Happy Thursday!
Today, here in Ames IA, the weather has been super cold... around 40 F!
It's a huge drop from last week, when it was still sunny and bearable!

I'm sitting in the library, on my way to finish off my HW... but before that, it crossed my mind that
There is only 7 months and 27 days to go until our wedding!
Oh my... time flies!

There are so many things I have to do...
Photos, slideshows, finding more and more ideas...
I have a new addiction now to kill time. (not that I need to actually, since I'm a student on my last semester and knowing the amount of work I have for school eeekkk)
I guess... every to-be-bride would do that right?
I mean... I'm obsessed!!! I could do it as a part-time job! Haha :D

I've been searching and browsing for wedding ideas. Although, my soon-to-be mother-in-law helps a lot back in Indonesia, I also would like to contribute somethings to her. So ideas.. ideas.. ideas are important :)
Been looking at The amazing Hannah Suh and Katie Stoops photographer.
I could also take the whole day just looking at these websites:
So far, they are my heroes for wedding inspirations. I'm sure I'll have more to come.

7 more months and 27 more days... not long to go.
I'm excited!!! I have so many ideas to do for a photoshoot with Andre!
When I do, I'll make sure to put some up :)

Have a great weekend! 1 more day and TGIF!

Sunday, October 17, 2010

Days Like These

I have had a rough week with school.
As much as I studied, it felt like it's never enough...
Why is it that I never feel satisfied with what I've done?
I know it's not healthy... and I know I need to change this thought of mine.
Days like these that made me want to just close my eyes, close those textbook and just escape!

At least, I had a good weekend. I got to spend time with my fiance and his family, and I got to hang out and watched movies with our friends.
Someone very special in my life told me last night that made me realized and changed me.

"Realizing something wrong about you is a self-development, but not knowing what to do about it is an ignorance"

I need to stop comparing myself to other people because we are all born differently. With different ability and gift.
I need to start reminding myself it is okay to fail sometimes. Because I know that I will rise up and work harder to not fail the next time. For how hard that will be, I will remember that feeling, which will push me even harder.

I can do this! I know I can...
Have a good week everyone.